Longest Train Ride

Today was the longest train ride of my life..

Only by my mental state, you see the last ride was with him.

So as I ride I cry, because the feeling instantly brings me back.

For the love still holds strong but we will never be again, because of bad judgements made on both parts.

This feeling has been here before but now I have a feeling this will linger long and I am the sadness to this train ride.

This has to be the longest train ride of my life.

Many shattered expectation of things that were suppose to be,

For now in this moment it won't be.

So as I cry on this train ride,

I realize this will be a long winter,

maybe the coldest winter ever and at times

I don't even know where I am going.

I just keep praying that I will get to that destination.

A destination that could turn back the hands of time.

A destination where you feel good and safe inside.

A destination that doesn't make u hurt others or others hurt you.

Could this train ride be taken me there?

I don't believe so, because time can never go back, it can only go forward.

So as this continues to be my longest train ride.

I will always cherish the many moments and remember the good with the bad.

We once were, and now we will can't be, and the memories we shared makes this my longest train ride.

Forgive, live, learn and Press towards the finish line. Be thankful for all the good that was received.